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yea i dont know.

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 16:18:14 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	caitlin
Birthday:	may 29
Birthplace:	jacksonville
Current Location:	uhm. my room?
Eye Color:	blue
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5'0
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	italian, polish, && german
The Shoes You Wore Today:	havent been out yet today.
Your Weakness:	big trucks.
Your Fears:	lightning.
Your Perfect Pizza:	thin crust. cheese.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	pass soph. year w.a 3.5
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	heyy or haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:	what the fuck did i do last night?
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes.
Your Bedtime:	eh-12ish.
Your Most Missed Memory:	me && exter going to maine
Pepsi or Coke:	how about sprite..
MacDonalds or Burger King:	burger king!
Single or Group Dates:	both.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	neither.
Chocolate or Vanilla:	rainbow sherbert
Cappuccino or Coffee:	frappuccino
Do you Smoke:	yes.
Do you Swear:	yes.
Do you Sing:	in the shower.
Do you Shower Daily:	nah. every other day.
Have you Been in Love:	nope.
Do you want to go to College:	yea.
Do you want to get Married:	yea.
Do you belive in yourself:	of course.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	sometimes.
Do you think you are Attractive:	eh
Are you a Health Freak:	of course not.
Do you get along with your Parents:	i try to.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yup.
Do you play an Instrument:	i wish. drumsss.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes. wednesday night
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	yes.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	i hate oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	&& i hate sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nah.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nah.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nah.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yes.
Ever been Drunk:	yes.
Ever been called a Tease:	yes.
Ever been Beaten up:	uh no.
Ever Shoplifted:	..yes.
How do you want to Die:	peacefully.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	forensic scientist
What country would you most like to Visit:	definately austrialia
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	brown
Favourite Hair Color:	any.
Short or Long Hair:	shaggy.
Height:	taller than me. anything over like 5'10
Weight:	well. i dont know how much guys weigh?
Best Clothing Style:	emo
Number of Drugs I have taken:	uh. 2
Number of CDs I own:	a bunch.
Number of Piercings:	8
Number of Tattoos:	none yet. theres a star on the inside of my wrist. sharpie.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	no regrets. dont believe in regrets
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they're not who you think they are..

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 01:55:28 GMT

okay so.. im having lots of friends issues. i dont really care if i mention your name in here. if youre offended im sorry.
not really.

first person x heather. shes one of my good friends.. but i dunno its been weird lately. like with eric. thats what i hear a lot. but i asked her to stop. and she has for the most part. but im tired of hearing about how she thinks shes fat and blah blah. she is very skinny. and im bigger than her and i dont complain. its not about what you look like.. at all. you could be hot, and be as dumb as ellie. seriously. if you base your looks on guys judgement then i think thats stupid. if guys judge you by the way you look then they dont have a life. ugh but anyways

x laura. we were friends last year. we are this year but were not as close. her and lindsey are really good friends. so thats pretty much who she's with. and heather now? i dont understand. she never talks to me on aim anymore and we dont hang out..like i was friends with laura before heather was. and they didnt really like each other last year. and now heather and her are like best buddies and shit. so i always feel excluded when im with them because its always them three. and its annoyinggggggggg

x sara. were okay i guess. not as close as last year either. but still friends. shes good friends with cristina now. so i dunno where well end up. hopefully somewhere good.

so yea.. the only people i can depend on right now.. you know who you are.

okay so i was @ lunch today.. and christin spilled justin's water. and it got on my bag and i was like fuck. so then, with my history book against me i lean over to grab my bag. and then i spill MY drink. which was coke. and it had ice in it and whatnot blah blah. so i was like uhhh. and it went everywhere. and i didnt wanna clean it up. so theres like 3 trays covered with my coke. ice on the floor.. coke dripping on the floor. so i go and sit across the table and shared a seat with trevor. so after that i went and sat with stephen and whatnot. so me and him get up to leave and mrs groger makes me fucking clean up the mess. like none of that shit was mine. except for the drink. and i was like um this isnt mine. shes like i dont care. and i said but i didnt even get a tray. and shes like yea i know thats my point (youre supposed to have one whether or not you buy your lunch) and i was like okay i didnt even eat lunch why do i have to clean this up? and shes like just do it. what a fucking cunt bitch. ugh. so i got mad @ her.

so yea.. i dont know whats going to happen with daniel finegan.. well see

laterrrr

//. PaReNTs CaN Be a BitcH.. CaNt ThEY? .\\

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 23:53:53 GMT

um yea everything i just typed got erased. so im not the mood to fucking type anything. piece of shit website. so if you wanna know about my weekend just ask..

i got a turtle tho.
her name is pinky x)
and shes next to my desk

okay im done.. later

//. PaiNTinG My NaiLs! .\\

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 02:34:09 GMT

x. i havent updated in a few days! i kept meaning too but i got distracted.. anyways

x. topic one: this week. we went back to school on wednesday which kinda sucked. but whatever! kaybee left wednesday morning at around 830 or so. so tuesday night we went over to colin's house and had yummy taco's x) wednesday i had a chemistry test.. i dont really know how i did. i studied tho? so i hope i did good.. i need a good grade! i had a spanish quiz too. that was really easy. but then i had a test today which wasnt so easy. and no one near me was that smart.. so yea. haha. i want a soda right now. omggg today was so gay. me and kevin were talking to the 200 building. and i was looking @ kevin because we were talking and whatnot. so this girl like totally runs into me. and her book hits my cheekbone. and it was all red and it had a mark after that x( like how does she not fucking see me? obviously she had too.. it was fucking daylight. ugh she didnt even say sorry. if she said sorry it would have been fine. but she didnt. so i was pissed. so yea. i got my chapter 5 test back in history.. i got a 100 x) thats a first. yay.. i was excited haha. anyways..

x. tomorrow is coach k's last day x( i dont understand the way he teaches.. but he's cool! i learned how to say yes and no in japanese today. yes is hi. i forgot what no was.. i think it was like ea. like ee a. eeyay? mabey i dont know anything about japanese people.

x. crew was soo hard today. it was like the first real day or whatever. i did a 6k. 6000 meters.. thats a lot for the first day dude. i did really good tho. it took me a little under 30 minutes. i did the whole thing in one sitting or whatever. and i was sweating very badly. there was this number on my screen.. and it was how many 500 m in a minute? or something i had no clue what it is. but supposedly the lower the number the better. well i was doing 2:30-2:50 almost te entire time. and the other girls were doing like 3:30-4:30. so that was good. coach said i had good form.

yea thats it for now.. ill write tomorrow xoxo
<33

//. HoW cOmE No OnE cOMmEnTs On My PoOR JoURnaL.. So SaD! .\\

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 21:10:58 GMT

PLEASE COMMENT

thanx..

my song got interupted again

FUCK

:: JeAnNE ::

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 21:02:04 GMT

x. ughhh i fucking hate hurricanes.. they really do suck.

x. they just issued a tornado warning. and it interupted a very good song god damnit

x. kaybee left friday afternoon/evening to go to houston. she got in around 8/ she has a friend bryan up there so she wanted to visit him. she comes back tomorrow night.. has tuesday off. then she leaves wednesday morning for california :( its going to suck. kim is moving too.. to north carolina. not as far away.. but still. its not near here. lets see: exter moved after 7th grade. mikey moved out. kim is moving in about 2 weeks or less. and kb is moving on wednesday. hmm.. it sucks.

x. its really gross outside. and im avoiding doing my homework.. i did part of it. but not really. we dont have school tomorrow :) yay.. i have a chemistry test next week :( not so yay. okay im out.. tired of writing

xoxo
-catey poo

:: RoLLeR CoaSTeR ::

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 17:15:27 GMT

yea.. i think im depressed. these past two weeks have sucked so much. im not doing
good in school, my internet hasnt been working, im lonely, i miss playing
volleyball, and ive been yelling @ my parents a lot lately..this
sucks. a lot. and ive had so many different mood swings.

first topic: school. i usually do pretty good in school. so its unlikely for me to
get such bad grades. back in 4th grade, i was tested for ADD. i had a mild case
of it. and it wasnt enough for them to put me on medications and whatnot..
so @ school.. im having problems taking tests. and i dont know what
the deal is. for my chem test, i knew every single question on
the test. and i got a 74. so i dont know if i rushed thru
it or whatever? i dont know. but im upset. i studied
so hard for that test.. and history. wow my test
grades are almost failing. i usually do the
homework.. unless i dont hear her tell
us we have any. which has happened
twice now. and it sucks ugh.
and i only have two weeks
to bring up my grades
so i need to work
very very hard
to bring
them
up. and i
am very lost
in my geometry
class.. coach k is
very hard to understand!!
so ugh i dont know. and the
tutor i usually go to couldnt see
me that day i needed to go. so i had
this other lady. and she didnt know how to
do proofs. which is what i need help with. so yea
there goes that. and i had a geometry test on friday.
i knew how to do the proofs (yay!) but the complementary/
supplementary stuff killed me. like those equations? haha i
just gave up and guessed. i asked laura gamel what 9 times 4 was
because i couldnt remember if it was 32 or 36, and he accused me of
cheating. i was like i didnt ask about anything about the geometry. you
know. it was 9 times 4. cut me some slack here.. anyways thats over. so i
might go and get tested for my study slash test taking skills. my parents dont
know if i should.. but i would like too. just to figure out what is going on.. :-/

last thursday my internet went shitty on me.
it stopped working. and i was getting very
annoyed with it. because at first, it was
just going super slow. so it progressively
made me mad. so then the internet on my
parents computer goes out. so they get all
mad. so it takes them like 3 fucking days
to call comcast. meanwhile i have nothing
to do. except watch tv and do homework.. yea
right. my mom finally calls the internet
people yesterday, we cant get an appointment
until THURSDAY. and i was like ughhh omg! but
then my dad checks the cables outside and
whatnot. and they were loose. aha so the whole
time we thought it wasnt working, but the
cable was just loose. so now its all working.
yay. im excited. and of course no one is online.

nate
is no longer
he gets mad at me too
often.. and i cant take it
anymore. he got mad at me for pot
well smoking in general. and i understand
that. well as you probably know, my life has been
pretty hectic.. and i dont think he understands what ive
gone through lately. and i wasnt in the mood to talk to him last
night and he got upset. yea i feel bad, but its for the best. so its over

i might go play volleyball in europe
which is awesome if you ask me. brit
is on this team in jacksonille.. i
dont think its jjva. but a league 4
everyone? haha i dont know.. but its
from december 26th to january 6th
no drinking age in europe :) haha..
the coach needs DS's and whatnot. so
she put my name in. so i might go!

so yea thats it for now..

//. FriDay NiGhT LiGhTs + My WeEkEnD .\\

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 02:23:13 GMT

x. okay so friday night was good! friday afternoon, me and heather went home with laura. and we got ready at her house and whatnot. it took a few hours, but we took our time so its all good. we ordered pizza. and of course heather like had one fucking bite. i had two pieces and so did lindsey. i dont know how many laura had? but oh well. so yea joe came over to lauras house with like two friends. then shortly after that, heathers boyfriend shows up with a friend. and joes friends brought some beer so they were drinking. and it took eric and his friend jeff FOREVER to get here so we had to wait.. nothing else to do. and heather was freaking out before he got there. and was complaining about how bad she looked. and it was fucking annoying as shit. but ugh whatever. she should have had a cigarette. so we go to leave, and joes car doesnt start. so we had to wait and get that fixed and whatnot. and lauras neighbor came out and helped and stuff. meanwhile, me and lindsey sat in the car and had a beer. x) and heather is complaining because she wants to leave? i dont know she was being gay. so yea we get there and whatnot. it was pretty crowded. by the way, we went to the football game. and laura lindsey joe and his friends went on the lee side. so me heather eric and jeff went on the other side. well heather was with eric, so me and jeff talked the night. i liked talking to him x) he had a shaved head tho? so. i dunno. it was fuzzy.. lol. so anywaysssss kb picked me up from the game. and we went and saw wimbledon. ate a has brownie on the way x) they werent that awesome. and i only had one so i didnt get that stoned off of them. wimbledon was actually pretty good.. crowded. me and kb sat like between a bunch of couples. felt a little weird. so yea thats it for friday night.

x. saturday i didnt really do anything. i got my eyebrows waxed at 1045 so i had to wake up early x( and then i came home.. and just hung out here. billy called me @ like 915 and wanted me to come out to winghouse. my mom wouldnt take me so that didnt work out. we ended up watching deliver us from eva. pretty good movie. ll cool j = hot. i went to the bookstore too. got paris hilton's new book. already finished it. it has more pictures than words. but it was still good. i think shes absolutely adorable. anyways i got 3 other books too. i almost got a cute finding nemo calendar. but i didnt like the picture it had for my month. so i put it back.

x. kevin came over sunday and we chilled and whatnot. did some homework. walked to blockbuster. didnt make it there tho. started to rain. so we turned around and walked to the church next to my neighborhood. we were at the front of the neighborhood anyways. so yea. there was coverage there so we sat down and called my mom and had her come get us x) then he left around 6ish. 630 i think. anywayssss then we went out to sakura's *sooo good* we went cause it was kbs last weekend in jacksonville. she goes to houston next weekend. for like 4 days or something like that. anywaysss im out later

xoxo <33 ya
-catey poo

*NaThAniEl BeNjAmIn BloCh*
<3 you baby x)

//. ExTeR wAnTs a CiGaReTTe LmAo. I dOnt KnoW? x) .\\

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 01:26:58 GMT

x. exter made me do the title x) for those of you who dont know.. exter is the fucking shit. we were best friends in 7th grade. until her dad had to get a better job in virginia x( i was sad. but weve kept in contact. she visited me the summer before freshman year. she was in jacksonville for 3 weeks. then when she left, i went with her to virginia for like a week. pretty tight..and we talk at least every day x) so its all good exter i love you! you should move back here man!

x. okie enough about exter..nothing really happened this week. except my grades going woosh. and by woosh i mean straight drown. i got a 74 on my chemistry test. and i knew everyfuckingthing on the test. i guess i rushed? i dont know. but im pissed off. like 2 fucking people got As. out of ALL the classes, not just mine. and shes like yea i put tricky ones on there. excuse me, but the point of test taking is to test our not so great ability, not to sit there and trick us and be like haha you made a bad grade. it doesnt work that way. unless you have mrs schmitt. whos out to get me. anyways. and i got a nice 76 on my COMPUTER TEST. nd it was open note. and coach k cannot teach geometry. at alllll. i mean hes cool and all. but like i dont understand the way he teaches. mabey if he fucking spoke english we would all understand. sfdsafdkj its annoying. and i have people in my class who dont care. yea when you dont care, its called going to fccj on a damn bus. a short bus too. like they wait outside for you. and honk a bunch of times. then you run outside with your helmet on. and youre pimp backstreet boys lunch box. thatd be cool. i remember in like 5th grade, i had one of those plastic hello kitty lunch boxes. and like everytime i dropped, it made this big loud bang. and everyone looked at you.. anyways um yea

x. football game this weekend x) im going with laura and lindsey and heather. and someone i just mentioned is bothering me sort of but i cant talk about that because then theyll know. and yea. but anyways. im talking to exter right now..

x. history test tomorrow. keep your fingers crossed for me

laterr xoxo
<333
-catey poo

//. LinDseYs SwEET SixTeEn .\\

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 22:43:42 GMT

x. saturday night kicked ass x) sunday was lindsey's 16th birthday. happy birthday lindsey! we rented an excursion limo.. fucking awesome. me, laura, heather, catlin, becca, ellie, caroline, cristina, john (lindseys bro), jefferey (lindseys godbrother) and obviously lindsey was there. we were gonna go eat at joe's down at the beach, but the wait was an hour long so we said fuck that. we went to this place by panera called cruiser's. it was actually pretty good. i had a quesadilla x) so then after that we just drove around.. and yelled at some people. listened to music. the usual. we drove by this older lady at starbucks.. and we yelled IM RICK JAMES BITCH SHOW ME YOUR TITTIES. and yes she flashed us. funny shit. lindseys brother mooned some people at a bar. and we got it on tape x) this was all down at the beach by the way. then we drove down to the landing to take a bunch of pictures. and these black girls thought we were celebrities..? i dont know. i didnt really get that. they were like britney spears! to lindsey. and lindsey was like hell yea. and i was like what the fuck is she talking about. and they thought laura was ashlee simpson? i was so confused. and then she yelled out jojo. and i looked at the girl next to me, and i was like who the hell is she talking to. and i had a feeling it was me. and she runs up to me and taps me. and i like jump and everyone laughed. then she asked for my autograph. so i put jojo. i wanted to put fuck you youre fucking retarded. but i just put jojo. it was pretty eventful! then we went back to lindseys house. and we were gonna sneak over to her godbrothers apartment (who is 19) and go swimming and stay the night over there. but her little brother was too obvious. so that didnt happen. me, laura, lindsey, and cristina spent the night at lauras house. joe (lauras boyfiend) came over with this senior at bolles named nathaniel wallace. he was cute. he was really tall and had a southern accent. so we sat outside on lauras porch til like 130 or so. had a newport. laura had a pack. so why nottt. yea then we kinda went inside and slept cause we were pretty tired.

x. sunday sucked. i didnt do anything. except for some homework. oh joy! and i had a chem test on monday. which i think i aced. i almost forgot my calculator, which would have sucked major ass. anyways im about to go get paris hiltons new book.. later

xoxo <333
-catey poo

// x F u C k Y o U JeNNifeR NoLaN x \\

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 19:37:21 GMT

x. okay so friday night kinda blowed dick. friday afternoon i went home with anne and whatever, we stopped at target on the way home. we were still in our uniforms. and this kid who was like 12, he was like, hey you guys match COOL. and i was like ..yea way to go. and anne was like hey thanx for that one. he was annoying. anyways i had to get gum on the way home and she got some stuff for her hair. which she just got cut and it looks cute x) lol.

x. friday night heather came and picked me up because we were supposed to be going to the game together. well grant lives near her supposedly, so she picked him up. then she picked me up. and i dont really like grant so much so i was stuck in the car with him. while heather flirted with him and blah blah. she was like grant do i look cute. hmm.. yea. so we get there right. and shes all about hanging out with alex and chris and andrew durret and this other guy. i dont know i dont really like them so much. i dont like the guys she hangs out with. theyre all stuck up and cocky. and annoying. but anyways so we saw courtney schnorr there. and her boyfriend was hottt. and i told her. and he was like, im what. and im like nothing! so yea it was kinda weird after that. meanwhile im kinda hanging out with aimee while heather complains to the guys about not looking cute or being too fat or whatever. so im like stuck by myself sort of. and so then we all were gonna go out to eat. but alex was the only one who could drive, and he has an exterra. and like 7 people wanted to go. so that didn't work out so well. so we were stuck at the suckfest. our team was losing and blah blah. so then we find out that jennifer leaves with matt. and that just makes us MORE mad..

x. the story between me, heather, matt, and jen: matt and heather dated for like 2 years basically. matt screwed up a lot in the relationship and heather was always mad at him. ive never liked jennifer and neither has matt. but heather seemed to, so sometimes we were stuck with jen. freshman year, me and lauren anastase kept telling heather she needs to stay away from jennifer. jennifer is not a true friend, and i kow that from experience. shes tried to use me before and thats not cool so i dont like her at all. but heather didnt listen. so this year, jennifer starts hanging out with this junior named kayla. and she has a bad rep at school.. so now jen does because shes hanging out with kayla. well matt likes kayla. so matt has been hanging out with them recently. and they all ride to school together blah blah. jen is ignoring heather now. and everytime jen is with matt, she calls heather. what the fuck is that. its like hey im with your ex my head is on my penis hey what are you doing. the only reason matt is hanging out with jen is to be closer to kayla. plus im sure matt is getting some from her, otherwise they wouldnt be hanging out because shes a slut. anyways, jen is going out with a senior. hmm. hes hot, but obviously desperate. he wants her ass.. obvious. but jen goes around and brags about it. rubs it in with everyone and just making herself look like a complete bitch. well during the hurricane, jen's power went out. so what does she do. she calls matt and asks if she cam spend the night at his house because she doesnt have power. WHAT THE HELL. im sure she could have found someone else to spend the night with, other than matt. especially if she has a boyfriend. id rather have her boyfriend than matt but thats my opinion. so we were at the game right, and jen leaves before halftime to go somewhere with matt. dude if i was her boyfriend id be pissed. not only was he out there playing football, but she left early. with another guy. hmm suspicious. at thursdays game, jen had the nerve to go and talk to matts parents about heather. jen called her a slut and told a bunch of shit to them about how she shouldnt be with eric, who is older. lets call the kettle black jennifer your boyfriend is a senior you fucking dumbass. ugh so i hate jennifer. i always have. and i always will.

x. so thats the story. kinda long but juicy. i ihad my saturday school this morning. and it was gay. gay gay gay. jan was there tho! the only other sophomore. we had like an hour break x) which was good.. we were watching like middle schoolers play basketball in our gym.

x. tomorrow is lindseys 16th birthday. so shes having her party tonight. were renting a limo and going out to eat and whatnot. and driving around. its an excursion limo x) yay. by ourselves. i cant waitttt. well im going to go now later

i love you. <33
-catey poo

x PooR BaBy x

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 03:17:04 GMT

x. MY PIPE BROKE TODAY!! isn't that sad? ugh i'm sad. x( i was trying to clean it right. and i used a pipe cleaner and then i used a knife. well clearly, i wasn't careful enough. so now my pipe has a crack x( i can still smoke out of it tho. so that's good. because i haven't even had it for three weeks. x(

x. so last night..i don't remember so i'm skipping that subject.

x. today kb picked me up around 12ish. and we went to get her oil changed. how funn! then we went to arby's. it was really good x) then we went to my dad's work because he's gay and wanted us to buy him a drink. what the hell! so we went and did that. i went to this crew meeting today.. i actually enjoyed it. there was a fish from kenny there. and a junior from kenny, she just transferred in from "cali". and there was this other sophomore who had er lots of facial hair. a little weird. he was kinda cute? in his own kinda way i guess. he goes to stanton. o.O them stanton boys haha. but yea i had fun. i better get in shape!

x. i got my eyebrows waxed tonight x) yay.. lol. kb left for panama city this afternoon. after that she's going to pensacola. and then back here. and the weekend after that shes going to texas. what the hell am i going to do without her.. it's gonna suck when she moves to san diego x( oh wellllll

im out.. later xoxo

<33
catey poo

x / / FirSt eNTry! I <3 yOu EMiLy! \ \ x

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 02:50:20 GMT

Today kind of sucks. This is my 6th day off of school. Normally that's cool. But I don't have a car.. so I'm stuck here! x( And of course there's nothing on tv.. so yea.

I woke up around 9.30 today, and I don't know why.. KB (my 21 yrd old cousin) has some doctor appointment this morning at 10.10. She's getting some mole removed I think. Then after that she has to go to work. Too bad she couldn't spend my day off with me. But that's okay. Colin (15 yr old cousin, soon to be 16) has school today. HAHA. Kenny doesn't have power, so obviously we can't go to school. I was supposed to have my chemistry test on tuesday, but it probably won't be until next week, depending on when we get power. I don't have chemistry on thursday, so it would have to be on friday if we're there..

Hmm.. yea I don't have anything else to say now.. later

em- thanxx babe! x)

-BaR eLy X tH ErE

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Thu, 09 Sep 2004 02:37:51 GMT

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